amarling: “as a guy…” i give 0 shits.
A friend called and asked if I wanted to go out and grab some drinks, but I was not in the mood so I told him I couldn’t cause I had a lot of homework to do (I don’t know why I said that when “I’m feeling a bit tired” is a much more convincing excuse, I mean, homework on a Saturday night?) And yet 10 minutes later, here I am, still wandering on tumblr, having...
I think I miss ? but I don’t really want him to come back. And it’s not even that he ever did anything to make me feel sad, it’s just me overthinking things and overhurting myself and I hate that. I don’t want to get hurt because of him and he wouldn’t want that either. I’m writing a sad and soppy post about him again when I’m not sure if I want to...
Freedom is Relative: I went to go drop Barney off... →
fiercefolly: I went to go drop Barney off at Union Station because he had to go to Seattle in order to join the forces of capitalism i.e. go to job interviews. Why I am not allowed to turn left on some streets in Portland is entirely beyond me. But it still freaks me out. By the time we got to the station I was thoroughly discombobulated. I pulled over to the curb to let Barney out and as he was...
I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be...– Marya Hornbacher (via seabois)
I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore.– Kurt Vonnegut (via seabois)
fiercefolly: sleep won’t have me and the waking world’s tired of me. the world is never on my string. i am playing tug of war and there is no way to win.
I don’t want to be around these people but they keep telling me not to be such an anti-social and that I should hang out with them more but DON’T YOU GET IT I don’t want to hang out with you, I don’t want to waste time being around / talking to you, I don’t want you to act as if you were friends with me when you’ve been talking behind my back (and probably...
So this guy I haven’t met for 5 years wanted to go grab some drinks with me the other day. I don’t think I was too sure about it? but somehow I decided to go anyway. We ended up talking for an hour, and as far as I can remember I was whining about my life for the most part and didn’t even notice I was doing it. I was so sure that he wouldn’t want to talk to me anymore, but...
I want to drop out of university. I seriously do. I’m studying something I don’t like, being surrounded by people I don’t like, so basically I’m going through this monotonous circle of doing things I don’t enjoy every single day, and on top of that I still can’t find a decent job, which I doubt is going to change even when I graduate. And I’m beginning to...
I had the most awesome day yesterday so naturally today has to be excruciatingly crappy. I just knew things were all going too well.
Only a shadow Only a shadow Only a shadow but she looks like you