New bra is cute.

New bra is cute.

I just remembered that my afternoon snack yesterday consists of a coconut smoothie, bread and cheese, lots of chocolate, coffee, avocado smoothie, honey toast and ice cream. I don’t know how I still managed to have dinner in the end???

I got into (a bit of) an accident and now I’ve got bruises and scars all over my body. And the fact that I have super wide hip bones did not help at all.

I forgot Jared Leto’s name and this is what I googled.

I forgot Jared Leto’s name and this is what I googled.

The “seen” feature on Facebook seriously makes me hesitate any attempt at talking to people sometimes.

Similar to the Korean soy-braised potato side dish but with bell pepper and onion added for extra yumminess!!!! (I loveeeeee bell pepper and onion while no one around me does :/ )

Similar to the Korean soy-braised potato side dish but with bell pepper and onion added for extra yumminess!!!! (I loveeeeee bell pepper and onion while no one around me does :/ )

Why is it that I always gain followers when I don’t post / rarely post anything?

The weather was nice today so I put on a pair of shorts and went out to get some food. It has been long since I last had the courage to wear shorts going out on my own and I was unreasonably happy about that. On the way, a man about my father’s age caught a glimpse of me (my legs) and started staring; and then he looked up my face, probably thinking I wouldn’t have the guts to look back. But I did, and I gave him the angriest look I could, and he gave in and looked away. And once again I was unreasonably happy because I thought at least I did something about it rather than just ignored it like some other girls would have. Then I got to the place and was about to get in to buy some calzones for me and my mom, when all of a sudden a [supposedly mentally retarded - as the restaurant owner said] boy ran to me, touched my thigh and ran away. It happened in a nano second but was enough to give my a shock. The restaurant owner yelled at him, of course; but everyone saw it and stared at me - and I was just confused; frightened, too, to be honest; and I didn’t know what to do but to walk out. As I was going home, thoughts - so many thoughts ran through my head: why did they all look at me like that? was I supposed to walk away like that or should I have said something? if I had, would any of those people agree with me or would they just think I was making a big deal out of nothing - or worse, it was my fault in the first place for dressing like that? and finally, why do I have to feel scared in the end? I remembered a girl once told me and our friends about something similar which happened to her; and they all just laughed and said stuff like: don’t wear such skimpy clothes next time then; you should consider it a compliment that you’re so attractive you get touched by that guy; it isn’t a big deal, really… I suppose they’re gonna say the exact same things to me if I tell them what happened to me just now. And that’s when I realize all the people around me are idiots. Some men are just straight up sexist; some other [smarter] ones pretend to support feminism but never really take women seriously. As for women; some would say they don’t need feminism because they’re ok with the way they’re being treated by men; some would be all about feminism while never really understanding the true essence of it. But who am I to say anything about it? I myself am still trying to figure out what true feminism really is. But at least I’m not oblivious of the sexist undertone which lies in every single act that happens to me, whether caused by men or women. I am aware, but what am I to do about it?

WHO SHOULD I TURN TO IN TIMES OF TROUBLE???

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