Hmmmm right now I only want to see black posts on my dash (started my apprenticeship at a tiny gallery today and the amount of colors I had to see gave me an actual headache)

I just did the most terrible thing and need someone to come and choke me to death

She tires me. She’d say she appreciates me and the friendship we have and that she’s glad I’m always there for her when nobody else is, but she’s always out of sight. And I, I know it all too well, so I never expect her to be with me when I’m in need of someone (or in need of her). But whenever she needs me I’ll come to her, I’ll be there for her, I’ll wait for her, I’ll wait and wait and wait but she’ll be out of reach again (probably because she’s found someone better to be with?) It’s fine L. Be with whoever you want to be with. Just don’t tell me I’m the only one you have and leave me hanging when I think you need me the most. You have many people who are willing to do anything to make you happy, you don’t need me as a backup friend or anything of that sort.

A few months ago a friend of mine found out her bf was sleeping with someone else behind her back so she broke up with him. And now she just told me she did exactly what that girl did, sleeping with a mutual friend of ours who already has a girlfriend. I don’t know who I should be mad at, her for doing that to another girl when she was in that position before and went through so much pain herself, or him for being a douchebag and cheating on his gf like that. I just don’t know anymore.

I am so mad bc my boyfriend doesn’t take the term “gender equality” for what it really is. Every time I mention it he’d say something like: “If you really believe in gender equality then why don’t you go ahead and do this” but it’d always be something physical-related. I know he’s not taking it seriously, but I do, and I need him to understand men and women are born with physical differences and (as much as I hate to say it) and there are things regarding strength or stamina (or anything of the like) that women will fail to do better than men. So when you’re comparing men and women it’s stupid to bring up things like that to judge the two genders. It’s other things like behaviors and mindsets and manners that matter. And another important point is that gender equality doesn’t mean girls should just do anything that guys do, even if those things are stupid. For example, if it’s not ok for a guy to use violence against a girl, then there’s no way a girl should do the same thing to a guy. Yes you’re proving to the world that you can do what guys can, but you’re not proving yourself as someone who can tell apart what’s right and what’s wrong, and I personally think gender equality is all about awareness. It’s about knowing and choosing the right things to do in order to gain more respect for women, as opposed to blindly do anything the other gender do. I could go on and on about this, but I guess what I’m trying to say is 1/ you can’t compare men and women based on their physical strengths; and 2/ equality doesn’t mean girls should do anything that guys do. That is all.

I’m going through a bunch of job listings on this site and I was starting to feel bored when I come across one that says “Translator Cum Administrator”

*forever sobbing over how expensive books are and how I can never afford to buy all the books I want to read*

Every time I make the effort to log in to my facebook I either want to block everyone or log out right away and not come back for another week.

Julia from New girl is Janis from Mean girls

Leslie from Parks and rec is Regina’s mom

????

I told myself: “I’ll just watch one more episode and go study” like 5 episodes ago.